yesterday went to sch for the sec 1 thing..haha..i'm in group MI..hehez...played with them..i'm the ic..hahaz..but i'm of no use de lahz..hope the sec 1 enjoy themselves..hehez...after that..went home..bathe and went to mr goh's office for prac..hehez..after that..went to tmall to eat dinner before going home at 8 plus like that...kekez.. hmmz..today woke up at 620 to do heymaths ws..but haven complete yet..then went to take black skirt from yunxuan..sorry ar..then went for co...had break..went to metta from ngee ann by walking..so tiring..heez...went to eat..then after that went back to metta...metta was so cold lor~~~ after that..went into a room for the haosheng solo..was feeling so cold that i tremble..hehez...haiz..kekez..after that..went to meet my mother to buy some children's thing for my father friend's daughter..went home after that..kekez...
haiz..everything is so fake...and insincere... left out? hahaz... seemed so obvious that i am the one being leftout not anyone else... well..i accept fate...accept and get hurt.... thankz for all those beautiful memories you all had given me for the past 2 yrs... but...if i knew i had these kinds of suffering..i would rather we never met... it would be better... i would forsake all the memories...cause all the thoughts is too frightful and painful... everyday..i dreaded going home... facing loneliness at home.... that's when i think of the phone... but i throw away the idea of calling... cause i tired of that... really tired of calling... i love being in co...it's when i can truely enjoy myself.. feeling so happy with music... forget temporarily about everything... yess..everything... i never had a single thought during co.. but once at home..it's different.... that's why i love to indulged myself in co...
you say u are unhappy..but..u are so fortunate than me.. every moment..every minute..every second... both of u meet each other... if you are unhappy? then wat should i feel??
